Subject- Cam
Date- October,25,2008
Time- 10:09pm
Watching- N/A
Feeling- =]
Weight- ugh I don't weight myself anymore!
*giggle*
Helloooooo,
Soo, I'm sorta crushing on Cameron (you know, Mr.Hottie Tush) and I think he might sorta be liking me back =S
I mean we've been flirting with each other since day one (all hail king of scotland!) and him and his GF broke up over two weeks ago...let me spew my thougts at the page kk?(it's either this or I call P.L. WOW she would be pissed...)
We spent most of last class talking to each other, he was quite obviously flirting with me and I was flirting back, and then this morning he commented on one of my facebook pictures (we had talked about it on friday) His exact (facebook) words were:
" im so digging that hat very actractive "
Yes I know he wrote Actr-active, is it sad that I think he's like the cutest thing in the world?
ahh well I ment to write more and this took mea suprising amount of time to write...nothing I'm super super tired though (I was over at P.L.'s overnight and I got like 5 & 1/2 hours of sleep and she's coming over here tomorrow I think =]
Bye! (Are you guys going to kiss...in the play? LMAO I love you drew!)
Love, Writer Girl
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Rawrr!
Subject- Rawrr!
Date- October,11,2008
Time- 12:24am
Watching- Trashy Life episodes!
Feeling- Not-so-sick && Rawrrish!
Weight- I seriously don't know =[
So I'm getting totally obsessed with Audrey Kitching, Zui Suicide, Kiki Kannibal, HannaBeth, Jac Vanek, Dakota Rose, Etc. Etc. I mean Audrey Kitching is like my idol, but everyone has those SceneQueen urges every now and then right?w.e. =]
I had writing this morning, screw Kevvie, Cam is where it's at! *swoon* let me break it down for you:
I get to writing lateish, everyone has sat down already and there is only one seat left, right beside 'Mr.Hottie.Tush' Himself! gah! so I sit and I catch him looking at me twice before we say anything to each other, Leslie (Teach) gathers everyone's writing and randomly hand them out, apparently Two people didn't hand theres in so neither Cam or I have one, Leslie borrows my Pen and quickly writes us out a page to share, Our Convo
C- Is this yours?
S-We're Sharing
C-Oh
S-You weren't pay attention were you?
C-Yeah, No I've got alot of stuff going on right now
S-Oh
C-Mr. Dress up should be in the Gym, He was fat
S-And Dead
C-He's dead?
S-Yeah
C-Damn
Lmao, later:
A-Who are your people?
C-The Little Mermaid, P.M. Harper, Mr.Dress-up and *Points at me* It's you isn't it?
S- Noo, oh come one! It's Sid Vicious! Famous Punk Rocker?!And anyway, my name is spelt with a 'Y' oh yeah and my last name isn't you know...vicious!
C-Well I don't know...
A-I know Sid Vicious!
M-He was in the Sex Pistols right?
S-Yes!
A-I know him!
S-What like personally?He's...Dead
C-...Like Mr.Dress-up...
A-No I mean like I know of him- Yes I'm friends with him, We're tight,
M-On Sundays I whip out his corpse and we play checkers
lol Later Still:
L-Why don't you tell them what song it was India?
I-Oh it..it was I write Sins Not Tragedies by..uh I can't remember...
C-Oh god I know this it's uhh...
S-Panic at the Disco
C-Panic at the disco! Right! Whiny Little Emo posers
S-*Gasp* Oh no you didn't!
C-They are!
S-They are not!
Later:
Ch- Ahem, we need some girls to take part in the play this year, because we always end up doing Man plays...and frankly they are just embarrassing
Lewis- I had to wear a dress one year...
Leslie- Syd should act! Will you?
S-Sure,
Leslie- Really? I thought you might be to shy
C- Your going to act?
S-Maybe
C-I don't act...
After that we broke off into groups for Drama, (Our Group was Sienna,Ingrid,Mayala,Chris,Cam && Moi!) and thats impressive, because Cam like never takes part in...anything.
We had to do this thing where we each had to make noises
Brainstorming:
Si- We should do forest sounds, Sorry I have camping on the brain, I'm going camping this weekend...
C-Why?
Si-Bad camping experience?Don't like roughing it?
Ch-Like roughing it with boys?
C-Shut up
M- We need noises
Ch- Right! Forest...Can I be a bird?
Lewis (from across the gym)- Stop talking about your bird!
Ch-No!
M-Guys!
Ch-ok I'll be a raven *bird sound*
M- I'll whistle *whistle*
Si- Thats...loud...
C- *beat boxes* I got nothing
S-Oh come on! that was foresty!
Ch- That was good...We should be urban sounds!
M-I could be a police car *high pitched car alarm/Police car whistle*
Ch- Motercycle! *Bad Motercycle sound, followed by purring*
S-Why is there a cat in your motercycle?
Ch-Don't ask ok!?!
Si-I can be screeching...*screech*
C-I'll be a bass filled car *low bass-y beat*
I- I don't know...
Ch- *looks at me* whats your sound?
S-I have no special noise making talents
*cough* (Don't know whos)
Ch-Taxi cab driver *mexican accent* get in de car man!
S-With the accent like that really? like the Taco bell man?
Ch-Si!
S-Pfh
Ch- That should be your sound!!
S-Pfh?
Ch-Yes!
C-The air going out of a tire *makes tiny horn sound*
Ch-Yes! everyone, do the sounds!
*Everyone does sounds*
I-We should just sing somthing
Ch- In the jungle!
Ch & C & M- *Start singing in the jungle*
Ch- No! I want to be an 'A whimba way!'
S & Si - Us to!
M-I'll whistle
C-I'll lay us a beat
I-Am I the only one singing?
Ch & S- Yes
I- Grreeaaattt
*Lewis Runs over from other side of the room*
Lewis- Sydney! High Five! *Highfive*
S-What was that about? *turns*
I-Sydney, High Five! *Highfive*
S-Whats with all the Highfiving?
I-Were in a good mood!
S-*muttering* that doesn't explain Lewis...
*Perform*
Later:
*sitting at table*
C- So did you just start homeschooling?
S-Uh no, since Grade Three
C-Huh, I've never seen you before
*Interrupted by lewis trying to be a Pony/Super Mario*
Later:
*Chris and Liam skip by, holding hands acting out Lewis sounds*
C-Theres alot of Boy love in homeschooling...
S-*laugh*
Later:
C- Dude don't touch my axe1
A-Your Axe? seriously you called it an axe? thats just disrespectful...
C-Her name is Sydney.
And when I was about to leave I looked down at the paper (the Mr.Dress-up /little mermaid/Sid vicous/P.M. Harper, paper) and he had written and 'Y' over the 'I' in Sid
=]
Gah, your brave if you read all that, it's now like 12:52!) down worry P.L. I wasn't keeping anything from you, it's just it's easier to remember when I'm typing,
Alright if anyone (other then P.L.) Reads this Add me on Facebook (Sydney Crawley) I need more friends!
Peace bizzotchhhh!
Love, Writer Girl
Date- October,11,2008
Time- 12:24am
Watching- Trashy Life episodes!
Feeling- Not-so-sick && Rawrrish!
Weight- I seriously don't know =[
So I'm getting totally obsessed with Audrey Kitching, Zui Suicide, Kiki Kannibal, HannaBeth, Jac Vanek, Dakota Rose, Etc. Etc. I mean Audrey Kitching is like my idol, but everyone has those SceneQueen urges every now and then right?w.e. =]
I had writing this morning, screw Kevvie, Cam is where it's at! *swoon* let me break it down for you:
I get to writing lateish, everyone has sat down already and there is only one seat left, right beside 'Mr.Hottie.Tush' Himself! gah! so I sit and I catch him looking at me twice before we say anything to each other, Leslie (Teach) gathers everyone's writing and randomly hand them out, apparently Two people didn't hand theres in so neither Cam or I have one, Leslie borrows my Pen and quickly writes us out a page to share, Our Convo
C- Is this yours?
S-We're Sharing
C-Oh
S-You weren't pay attention were you?
C-Yeah, No I've got alot of stuff going on right now
S-Oh
C-Mr. Dress up should be in the Gym, He was fat
S-And Dead
C-He's dead?
S-Yeah
C-Damn
Lmao, later:
A-Who are your people?
C-The Little Mermaid, P.M. Harper, Mr.Dress-up and *Points at me* It's you isn't it?
S- Noo, oh come one! It's Sid Vicious! Famous Punk Rocker?!And anyway, my name is spelt with a 'Y' oh yeah and my last name isn't you know...vicious!
C-Well I don't know...
A-I know Sid Vicious!
M-He was in the Sex Pistols right?
S-Yes!
A-I know him!
S-What like personally?He's...Dead
C-...Like Mr.Dress-up...
A-No I mean like I know of him- Yes I'm friends with him, We're tight,
M-On Sundays I whip out his corpse and we play checkers
lol Later Still:
L-Why don't you tell them what song it was India?
I-Oh it..it was I write Sins Not Tragedies by..uh I can't remember...
C-Oh god I know this it's uhh...
S-Panic at the Disco
C-Panic at the disco! Right! Whiny Little Emo posers
S-*Gasp* Oh no you didn't!
C-They are!
S-They are not!
Later:
Ch- Ahem, we need some girls to take part in the play this year, because we always end up doing Man plays...and frankly they are just embarrassing
Lewis- I had to wear a dress one year...
Leslie- Syd should act! Will you?
S-Sure,
Leslie- Really? I thought you might be to shy
C- Your going to act?
S-Maybe
C-I don't act...
After that we broke off into groups for Drama, (Our Group was Sienna,Ingrid,Mayala,Chris,Cam && Moi!) and thats impressive, because Cam like never takes part in...anything.
We had to do this thing where we each had to make noises
Brainstorming:
Si- We should do forest sounds, Sorry I have camping on the brain, I'm going camping this weekend...
C-Why?
Si-Bad camping experience?Don't like roughing it?
Ch-Like roughing it with boys?
C-Shut up
M- We need noises
Ch- Right! Forest...Can I be a bird?
Lewis (from across the gym)- Stop talking about your bird!
Ch-No!
M-Guys!
Ch-ok I'll be a raven *bird sound*
M- I'll whistle *whistle*
Si- Thats...loud...
C- *beat boxes* I got nothing
S-Oh come on! that was foresty!
Ch- That was good...We should be urban sounds!
M-I could be a police car *high pitched car alarm/Police car whistle*
Ch- Motercycle! *Bad Motercycle sound, followed by purring*
S-Why is there a cat in your motercycle?
Ch-Don't ask ok!?!
Si-I can be screeching...*screech*
C-I'll be a bass filled car *low bass-y beat*
I- I don't know...
Ch- *looks at me* whats your sound?
S-I have no special noise making talents
*cough* (Don't know whos)
Ch-Taxi cab driver *mexican accent* get in de car man!
S-With the accent like that really? like the Taco bell man?
Ch-Si!
S-Pfh
Ch- That should be your sound!!
S-Pfh?
Ch-Yes!
C-The air going out of a tire *makes tiny horn sound*
Ch-Yes! everyone, do the sounds!
*Everyone does sounds*
I-We should just sing somthing
Ch- In the jungle!
Ch & C & M- *Start singing in the jungle*
Ch- No! I want to be an 'A whimba way!'
S & Si - Us to!
M-I'll whistle
C-I'll lay us a beat
I-Am I the only one singing?
Ch & S- Yes
I- Grreeaaattt
*Lewis Runs over from other side of the room*
Lewis- Sydney! High Five! *Highfive*
S-What was that about? *turns*
I-Sydney, High Five! *Highfive*
S-Whats with all the Highfiving?
I-Were in a good mood!
S-*muttering* that doesn't explain Lewis...
*Perform*
Later:
*sitting at table*
C- So did you just start homeschooling?
S-Uh no, since Grade Three
C-Huh, I've never seen you before
*Interrupted by lewis trying to be a Pony/Super Mario*
Later:
*Chris and Liam skip by, holding hands acting out Lewis sounds*
C-Theres alot of Boy love in homeschooling...
S-*laugh*
Later:
C- Dude don't touch my axe1
A-Your Axe? seriously you called it an axe? thats just disrespectful...
C-Her name is Sydney.
And when I was about to leave I looked down at the paper (the Mr.Dress-up /little mermaid/Sid vicous/P.M. Harper, paper) and he had written and 'Y' over the 'I' in Sid
=]
Gah, your brave if you read all that, it's now like 12:52!) down worry P.L. I wasn't keeping anything from you, it's just it's easier to remember when I'm typing,
Alright if anyone (other then P.L.) Reads this Add me on Facebook (Sydney Crawley) I need more friends!
Peace bizzotchhhh!
Love, Writer Girl
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Raddtasticcness!
Subject- Raddtasticcness!
Date- October,9,2008
Time- 10:04pm
Watching- N/A
Feeling- Sick && Radd
Weight- 135! woot!
Heyy Bitchez!
How are my Radtastic.Bitches? I'm totally voguein'!
LMAO don't ask, I think I might have taken to many Motrin, chchchchchyeah!
Nothing much to report today, I was thinking about some peeps I used to know and it got me thinking. why don't I write what i think about them here?!:
Kevvie:
Oh god I miss him so much some days...=] He was perfect and I miss his randomness, sometimes I try to be like him and it makes me happy, I sometimes want to talk to P.L. about him and I know she wouldn't mind at all, but saying the things I'm thinking about him out loud make it harder to get over him, you know? Sometimes I talk out loud to my self about it-when I'm alone, I just wish that I would be able to hear him, or hold him once again, But I think it's like a creepy little addiction I need to get over.
Pete:
Not a day goes by that I don't worry that I did the wrong thing, What if that ass hurts him? I know he hurts him but I mean BADLY hurts him, He wouldn't tell anyone, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was walking around with broken bones, Jason is strong, really strong... but he can be really depressive and If Jason make him happy, even part of the time I should be happy for him...shouldn't I? I wonder if he even made it through September...No I'm sure somehow I would feel it if he was...gone.
Dayvie:
God, my heroin, my first love, he was always so sweet and smokin' hot, I mean seriously he bought me dogs, I know some of the stuff he did was wrong, but he was/is seriously misunderstood, he never WANTED to hurt me, I know that. he just didn't know how to handle his temper...It's hard to describe Day, he is like this magnificent, smoldering, sexy...beast!And he loved me, I was the one that got away, the one he could never truly have. I don't know It's sick.
Gah!
Love, Writer Girl
Date- October,9,2008
Time- 10:04pm
Watching- N/A
Feeling- Sick && Radd
Weight- 135! woot!
Heyy Bitchez!
How are my Radtastic.Bitches? I'm totally voguein'!
LMAO don't ask, I think I might have taken to many Motrin, chchchchchyeah!
Nothing much to report today, I was thinking about some peeps I used to know and it got me thinking. why don't I write what i think about them here?!:
Kevvie:
Oh god I miss him so much some days...=] He was perfect and I miss his randomness, sometimes I try to be like him and it makes me happy, I sometimes want to talk to P.L. about him and I know she wouldn't mind at all, but saying the things I'm thinking about him out loud make it harder to get over him, you know? Sometimes I talk out loud to my self about it-when I'm alone, I just wish that I would be able to hear him, or hold him once again, But I think it's like a creepy little addiction I need to get over.
Pete:
Not a day goes by that I don't worry that I did the wrong thing, What if that ass hurts him? I know he hurts him but I mean BADLY hurts him, He wouldn't tell anyone, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was walking around with broken bones, Jason is strong, really strong... but he can be really depressive and If Jason make him happy, even part of the time I should be happy for him...shouldn't I? I wonder if he even made it through September...No I'm sure somehow I would feel it if he was...gone.
Dayvie:
God, my heroin, my first love, he was always so sweet and smokin' hot, I mean seriously he bought me dogs, I know some of the stuff he did was wrong, but he was/is seriously misunderstood, he never WANTED to hurt me, I know that. he just didn't know how to handle his temper...It's hard to describe Day, he is like this magnificent, smoldering, sexy...beast!And he loved me, I was the one that got away, the one he could never truly have. I don't know It's sick.
Gah!
Love, Writer Girl
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Heyz!
Subject- Heyz!
Date- October,7,2008
Time- 10:06pm
Watching- Alfred Hitchcocks "The Birds"
Feeling- Tired and cheery
Weight- 139 (I think)
Hey Dahlz!
I'm not going to write some long drawn out thingy or whatever 'm going to go onto polyvore later (www.polyvore.com) and I'm pretty tired so I don't want this to be to long.
If anyone cared P.L. and I didn't get to see one of the movies but We did go see the other (You don't mess with the Zohan) and we had (in my opinion) a really fun weekend, I also had a good time with S.C.
So Sorryz for not writing this week, and I can't promise to write much this week because of Bird Day (Thanksgiving) but I promise I'll try!
In other news: Cristiano Ronaldo (Some sporty soccer person, HE WEARS RED!) has opened his SECOND clothing boutique a brief Review:
The store includes all the essential wardrobe items for a metrosexual Mediterranean stallion, including diamante studded belts, jeans with leather pockets and patent buckled loafers.
In a departure from the recent trend for subtle labels on designer clothes, Ronaldo's collection includes large metal emblems of his initials and team number 7 in clear view.
The flashy labels means it will be obvious to everyone the wearer has bought from Ronaldo's line.
The store also sells slinky outfits for women, perfect for any aspiring WAG
Ooh la la! how gay can you get!? jkjkjkjkjk
Ciao Bellas && Bellos!
Love, Writer girl
Date- October,7,2008
Time- 10:06pm
Watching- Alfred Hitchcocks "The Birds"
Feeling- Tired and cheery
Weight- 139 (I think)
Hey Dahlz!
I'm not going to write some long drawn out thingy or whatever 'm going to go onto polyvore later (www.polyvore.com) and I'm pretty tired so I don't want this to be to long.
If anyone cared P.L. and I didn't get to see one of the movies but We did go see the other (You don't mess with the Zohan) and we had (in my opinion) a really fun weekend, I also had a good time with S.C.
So Sorryz for not writing this week, and I can't promise to write much this week because of Bird Day (Thanksgiving) but I promise I'll try!
In other news: Cristiano Ronaldo (Some sporty soccer person, HE WEARS RED!) has opened his SECOND clothing boutique a brief Review:
The store includes all the essential wardrobe items for a metrosexual Mediterranean stallion, including diamante studded belts, jeans with leather pockets and patent buckled loafers.
In a departure from the recent trend for subtle labels on designer clothes, Ronaldo's collection includes large metal emblems of his initials and team number 7 in clear view.
The flashy labels means it will be obvious to everyone the wearer has bought from Ronaldo's line.
The store also sells slinky outfits for women, perfect for any aspiring WAG
Ooh la la! how gay can you get!? jkjkjkjkjk
Ciao Bellas && Bellos!
Love, Writer girl
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Umm....
Subject - Umm....
Date - October,1st,2008
Time - 10:19 pm
Watching - What ever happened to baby Jane?
Feeling - Better, but still weird
Weight - 138 (Better, ++ I did forget and only weigh my self in the evening)
Hey Byotches!
I feel better tonight, more in control of my life.
I feel like I shouldn't have mentioned the whole S.C. lunch thing the way I did, now P.L. thinks I'm all exited about it and just faking that I don't wanna go , but Seriously , This causes me stress (Wow I am *such* a social reject)
FYI: S.C. (wow, I never realised we have the same initials) invited me to her home for lunch on Friday after writing (I said yes btw) and then I told P.L. and then it got kinda weird and then she reminded me she was going to be going to Ashley's house tomorrow night and staying till Friday and because of these we might not get to go see one of the movies we've been planning on seeing for like a week, and then things got kinda weird again and I don't even know whats going on anymore and I don't know why I feel like this, it's like I'm spinning out of control, and now that I've realised it I can't even talk to her about it because she has already gone to bed and I won't talk to her till Friday because she's going to be with Ashley.
I don't know what I'm going to do, but when I started writing this I was happy,
Why every time I feel inadequate do I feel the need to compensate by being a bitch, why do I have such a strong defense system to block everyone else when the problem is that I'm feeling left out?
Love, Writer girl
Date - October,1st,2008
Time - 10:19 pm
Watching - What ever happened to baby Jane?
Feeling - Better, but still weird
Weight - 138 (Better, ++ I did forget and only weigh my self in the evening)
Hey Byotches!
I feel better tonight, more in control of my life.
I feel like I shouldn't have mentioned the whole S.C. lunch thing the way I did, now P.L. thinks I'm all exited about it and just faking that I don't wanna go , but Seriously , This causes me stress (Wow I am *such* a social reject)
FYI: S.C. (wow, I never realised we have the same initials) invited me to her home for lunch on Friday after writing (I said yes btw) and then I told P.L. and then it got kinda weird and then she reminded me she was going to be going to Ashley's house tomorrow night and staying till Friday and because of these we might not get to go see one of the movies we've been planning on seeing for like a week, and then things got kinda weird again and I don't even know whats going on anymore and I don't know why I feel like this, it's like I'm spinning out of control, and now that I've realised it I can't even talk to her about it because she has already gone to bed and I won't talk to her till Friday because she's going to be with Ashley.
I don't know what I'm going to do, but when I started writing this I was happy,
Why every time I feel inadequate do I feel the need to compensate by being a bitch, why do I have such a strong defense system to block everyone else when the problem is that I'm feeling left out?
Love, Writer girl
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