Saturday, October 25, 2008

Cam

Subject- Cam
Date- October,25,2008
Time- 10:09pm
Watching- N/A
Feeling- =]
Weight- ugh I don't weight myself anymore!

*giggle*

Helloooooo,

Soo, I'm sorta crushing on Cameron (you know, Mr.Hottie Tush) and I think he might sorta be liking me back =S

I mean we've been flirting with each other since day one (all hail king of scotland!) and him and his GF broke up over two weeks ago...let me spew my thougts at the page kk?(it's either this or I call P.L. WOW she would be pissed...)


We spent most of last class talking to each other, he was quite obviously flirting with me and I was flirting back, and then this morning he commented on one of my facebook pictures (we had talked about it on friday) His exact (facebook) words were:

" im so digging that hat very actractive "

Yes I know he wrote Actr-active, is it sad that I think he's like the cutest thing in the world?


ahh well I ment to write more and this took mea suprising amount of time to write...nothing I'm super super tired though (I was over at P.L.'s overnight and I got like 5 & 1/2 hours of sleep and she's coming over here tomorrow I think =]



Bye! (Are you guys going to kiss...in the play? LMAO I love you drew!)

Love, Writer Girl

Friday, October 10, 2008

Rawrr!

Subject- Rawrr!
Date- October,11,2008
Time- 12:24am
Watching- Trashy Life episodes!
Feeling- Not-so-sick && Rawrrish!
Weight- I seriously don't know =[



So I'm getting totally obsessed with Audrey Kitching, Zui Suicide, Kiki Kannibal, HannaBeth, Jac Vanek, Dakota Rose, Etc. Etc. I mean Audrey Kitching is like my idol, but everyone has those SceneQueen urges every now and then right?w.e. =]

I had writing this morning, screw Kevvie, Cam is where it's at! *swoon* let me break it down for you:

I get to writing lateish, everyone has sat down already and there is only one seat left, right beside 'Mr.Hottie.Tush' Himself! gah! so I sit and I catch him looking at me twice before we say anything to each other, Leslie (Teach) gathers everyone's writing and randomly hand them out, apparently Two people didn't hand theres in so neither Cam or I have one, Leslie borrows my Pen and quickly writes us out a page to share, Our Convo

C- Is this yours?
S-We're Sharing
C-Oh
S-You weren't pay attention were you?
C-Yeah, No I've got alot of stuff going on right now
S-Oh
C-Mr. Dress up should be in the Gym, He was fat
S-And Dead
C-He's dead?
S-Yeah
C-Damn

Lmao, later:

A-Who are your people?
C-The Little Mermaid, P.M. Harper, Mr.Dress-up and *Points at me* It's you isn't it?
S- Noo, oh come one! It's Sid Vicious! Famous Punk Rocker?!And anyway, my name is spelt with a 'Y' oh yeah and my last name isn't you know...vicious!
C-Well I don't know...
A-I know Sid Vicious!
M-He was in the Sex Pistols right?
S-Yes!
A-I know him!
S-What like personally?He's...Dead
C-...Like Mr.Dress-up...
A-No I mean like I know of him- Yes I'm friends with him, We're tight,
M-On Sundays I whip out his corpse and we play checkers


lol Later Still:

L-Why don't you tell them what song it was India?
I-Oh it..it was I write Sins Not Tragedies by..uh I can't remember...
C-Oh god I know this it's uhh...
S-Panic at the Disco
C-Panic at the disco! Right! Whiny Little Emo posers
S-*Gasp* Oh no you didn't!
C-They are!
S-They are not!


Later:
Ch- Ahem, we need some girls to take part in the play this year, because we always end up doing Man plays...and frankly they are just embarrassing
Lewis- I had to wear a dress one year...
Leslie- Syd should act! Will you?
S-Sure,
Leslie- Really? I thought you might be to shy
C- Your going to act?
S-Maybe
C-I don't act...


After that we broke off into groups for Drama, (Our Group was Sienna,Ingrid,Mayala,Chris,Cam && Moi!) and thats impressive, because Cam like never takes part in...anything.

We had to do this thing where we each had to make noises

Brainstorming:

Si- We should do forest sounds, Sorry I have camping on the brain, I'm going camping this weekend...
C-Why?
Si-Bad camping experience?Don't like roughing it?
Ch-Like roughing it with boys?
C-Shut up
M- We need noises
Ch- Right! Forest...Can I be a bird?
Lewis (from across the gym)- Stop talking about your bird!
Ch-No!
M-Guys!
Ch-ok I'll be a raven *bird sound*
M- I'll whistle *whistle*
Si- Thats...loud...
C- *beat boxes* I got nothing
S-Oh come on! that was foresty!
Ch- That was good...We should be urban sounds!
M-I could be a police car *high pitched car alarm/Police car whistle*
Ch- Motercycle! *Bad Motercycle sound, followed by purring*
S-Why is there a cat in your motercycle?
Ch-Don't ask ok!?!
Si-I can be screeching...*screech*
C-I'll be a bass filled car *low bass-y beat*
I- I don't know...
Ch- *looks at me* whats your sound?
S-I have no special noise making talents
*cough* (Don't know whos)
Ch-Taxi cab driver *mexican accent* get in de car man!
S-With the accent like that really? like the Taco bell man?
Ch-Si!
S-Pfh
Ch- That should be your sound!!
S-Pfh?
Ch-Yes!
C-The air going out of a tire *makes tiny horn sound*
Ch-Yes! everyone, do the sounds!
*Everyone does sounds*
I-We should just sing somthing
Ch- In the jungle!
Ch & C & M- *Start singing in the jungle*
Ch- No! I want to be an 'A whimba way!'
S & Si - Us to!
M-I'll whistle
C-I'll lay us a beat
I-Am I the only one singing?
Ch & S- Yes
I- Grreeaaattt
*Lewis Runs over from other side of the room*
Lewis- Sydney! High Five! *Highfive*
S-What was that about? *turns*
I-Sydney, High Five! *Highfive*
S-Whats with all the Highfiving?
I-Were in a good mood!
S-*muttering* that doesn't explain Lewis...

*Perform*

Later:
*sitting at table*

C- So did you just start homeschooling?
S-Uh no, since Grade Three
C-Huh, I've never seen you before

*Interrupted by lewis trying to be a Pony/Super Mario*

Later:

*Chris and Liam skip by, holding hands acting out Lewis sounds*
C-Theres alot of Boy love in homeschooling...
S-*laugh*


Later:
C- Dude don't touch my axe1
A-Your Axe? seriously you called it an axe? thats just disrespectful...
C-Her name is Sydney.


And when I was about to leave I looked down at the paper (the Mr.Dress-up /little mermaid/Sid vicous/P.M. Harper, paper) and he had written and 'Y' over the 'I' in Sid

=]

Gah, your brave if you read all that, it's now like 12:52!) down worry P.L. I wasn't keeping anything from you, it's just it's easier to remember when I'm typing,

Alright if anyone (other then P.L.) Reads this Add me on Facebook (Sydney Crawley) I need more friends!


Peace bizzotchhhh!

Love, Writer Girl

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Raddtasticcness!

Subject- Raddtasticcness!
Date- October,9,2008
Time- 10:04pm
Watching- N/A
Feeling- Sick && Radd
Weight- 135! woot!


Heyy Bitchez!

How are my Radtastic.Bitches? I'm totally voguein'!
LMAO don't ask, I think I might have taken to many Motrin, chchchchchyeah!

Nothing much to report today, I was thinking about some peeps I used to know and it got me thinking. why don't I write what i think about them here?!:

Kevvie:
Oh god I miss him so much some days...=] He was perfect and I miss his randomness, sometimes I try to be like him and it makes me happy, I sometimes want to talk to P.L. about him and I know she wouldn't mind at all, but saying the things I'm thinking about him out loud make it harder to get over him, you know? Sometimes I talk out loud to my self about it-when I'm alone, I just wish that I would be able to hear him, or hold him once again, But I think it's like a creepy little addiction I need to get over.

Pete:
Not a day goes by that I don't worry that I did the wrong thing, What if that ass hurts him? I know he hurts him but I mean BADLY hurts him, He wouldn't tell anyone, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was walking around with broken bones, Jason is strong, really strong... but he can be really depressive and If Jason make him happy, even part of the time I should be happy for him...shouldn't I? I wonder if he even made it through September...No I'm sure somehow I would feel it if he was...gone.

Dayvie:
God, my heroin, my first love, he was always so sweet and smokin' hot, I mean seriously he bought me dogs, I know some of the stuff he did was wrong, but he was/is seriously misunderstood, he never WANTED to hurt me, I know that. he just didn't know how to handle his temper...It's hard to describe Day, he is like this magnificent, smoldering, sexy...beast!And he loved me, I was the one that got away, the one he could never truly have. I don't know It's sick.


Gah!

Love, Writer Girl

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Heyz!

Subject- Heyz!
Date- October,7,2008
Time- 10:06pm
Watching- Alfred Hitchcocks "The Birds"
Feeling- Tired and cheery
Weight- 139 (I think)

Hey Dahlz!

I'm not going to write some long drawn out thingy or whatever 'm going to go onto polyvore later (www.polyvore.com) and I'm pretty tired so I don't want this to be to long.

If anyone cared P.L. and I didn't get to see one of the movies but We did go see the other (You don't mess with the Zohan) and we had (in my opinion) a really fun weekend, I also had a good time with S.C.

So Sorryz for not writing this week, and I can't promise to write much this week because of Bird Day (Thanksgiving) but I promise I'll try!

In other news: Cristiano Ronaldo (Some sporty soccer person, HE WEARS RED!) has opened his SECOND clothing boutique a brief Review:

The store includes all the essential wardrobe items for a metrosexual Mediterranean stallion, including diamante studded belts, jeans with leather pockets and patent buckled loafers.


In a departure from the recent trend for subtle labels on designer clothes, Ronaldo's collection includes large metal emblems of his initials and team number 7 in clear view.


The flashy labels means it will be obvious to everyone the wearer has bought from Ronaldo's line.


The store also sells slinky outfits for women, perfect for any aspiring WAG



Ooh la la! how gay can you get!? jkjkjkjkjk

Ciao Bellas && Bellos!

Love, Writer girl

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Umm....

Subject - Umm....
Date - October,1st,2008
Time - 10:19 pm
Watching - What ever happened to baby Jane?
Feeling - Better, but still weird
Weight - 138 (Better, ++ I did forget and only weigh my self in the evening)

Hey Byotches!

I feel better tonight, more in control of my life.

I feel like I shouldn't have mentioned the whole S.C. lunch thing the way I did, now P.L. thinks I'm all exited about it and just faking that I don't wanna go , but Seriously , This causes me stress (Wow I am *such* a social reject)


FYI: S.C. (wow, I never realised we have the same initials) invited me to her home for lunch on Friday after writing (I said yes btw) and then I told P.L. and then it got kinda weird and then she reminded me she was going to be going to Ashley's house tomorrow night and staying till Friday and because of these we might not get to go see one of the movies we've been planning on seeing for like a week, and then things got kinda weird again and I don't even know whats going on anymore and I don't know why I feel like this, it's like I'm spinning out of control, and now that I've realised it I can't even talk to her about it because she has already gone to bed and I won't talk to her till Friday because she's going to be with Ashley.

I don't know what I'm going to do, but when I started writing this I was happy,

Why every time I feel inadequate do I feel the need to compensate by being a bitch, why do I have such a strong defense system to block everyone else when the problem is that I'm feeling left out?


Love, Writer girl

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Ugh

Subject - I'm baaack!
Date - September,29th,2008
Time - 10:07 pm
Watching - N/A (Headache)
Feeling - Weird and alone.
Weight - 139 (OMFG kill me =[)

Hey all,

Sorry but don't worry I'm finally back =]

omg, I've missed writing this SO much =[
ugh, I've been going through a fat spell right now (And my bitch of a mother pointed that out Her exact words "What are you tying to fatten up for market?Being sold by the pound are you?" BITCH) I just finished watching The New 90210 and Privileged, P.L. is online, but away ( Screen name : P&&Ashley-ManeaterSmurf- Wooh Finally finished cleaning my room!!) For some reason I feel really really depressed and alone and like I am completely going to have a break down.

P.L. moved to K-town last month and is now going to school and making friends and having a social life and talking about all the fun/funny things they have said/done, And all I have is last weeks writing class.Damn.


I have 3 Friends, wow social life my ass.

God I'm going to cry, wow I am *such* a wimp I totally need to start making new friends or more friends at the very least (and how the hell am I going to do that?)


I'm rambling, I guess that's the point isn't it? I'm going to go pretend I have friends now, Ciao!

(Oh, btw the whole J.J.B. thing is WAAAAYYYY yesterday C.T. (Hot) is where it's at right now)


Screw this.

Love, Writer Girl.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Don't hate me!

Subject - Don't hate me!
Date - July,25th,
Time - 1:33am,
Watching - N/A,
Feeling - Weird,
Weight - 131 (yay!!)

oh my oh my oh my! I do apologise!, but I didn't abandon you...well I suppose I did, I meant to write . But it was complete chaos with the crazy (literally) aunt and C.C. and then I went and spend the weekend in Elenburg ,NY for X-mas in July with my grandparents,

I got the boxed set of Oceans 11,12,13 (duh) and a funky board game!

Gah! I want to write more but I'm so tired, I've been brushing my hair for three hours (Not kidding) apparently some time between this morning and 11pm my hair turned into this horrible dreaded(and by dreaded, I mean like matted together like dreadlocks) mess! omg like cut all of my hair off, it will never be the same again kind of tangled.

like cancel going to the mall with P.L. because it's so bad (Don't worry P, I wont!) I'll wash it again tomorrow morning, and hope that helps.

Still sorry,


Love, Writer Girl.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Jesse

Subject - Jesse,
Date - July, 16th,
Time - 10:26 pm,
Watching - Die Mommie Die,
Feeling - Stupid,
Weight - 131 (yay!)


I HATE MEN! Argggh we all know ( We all being P.L. and C.C.) know I had this total thing for J.J.B. right?Well I went to the Premiere of 'Mamma Mia!' and who else did I see wearing a 2pac (laaaaaammmmmeeeee) Shirt with his arm around some ugly fat girl with a huge ass/ nose, but J.J.B. ! he gave me this totally 'Oh shit' look, but don't worry that was wiped off his face but the fat cow kissing his neck.


Why are guys such complete dicks? either they Knock you up (Maybe that's just me?) or the ditch you because you weren't easy enough for them (and according to judgemental people {ahem hem P.L.?} I'm kinda easy)



But enough of THAT rant, I'll have plenty of time to brood/blog over that tomorrow, on to my Review of 'Mamma Mia!' The movie was completely fab! I mean everyone is a little bit of an ABBA fan but this movie brought it out in every single person in the theater, singing along to the song, and laughing (and sometimes crying) our butts off and clapping till our hands hurt. This movie is most definitely destined to become a campy gay cult classic!


P.S. No one should ever see that much of Pierce Brosnan, (dude stop eating!!!)


Love, Writer Girl.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

BMI

Subject - BMI
Date - July, 15th,
Time - 1:25 pm,
Watching - What ever happened to Baby Jane?
Feeling - Bored and Fat,
Weight -134.6 :(,


Does anyone else hate the term BMI?


I finally figured mine own this morning 20.1 witch makes me really really sad inside, I mean anything between 18.5 and 24.5 is 'Healthy' anything under 18.5 is Thin, anything under 18 is underweight.I know everyone probably thinks I have an eating disorder, I don't by the way.


I mean my parents are on my case because they think I've lost to much weight, witch clearly I have not (Oh come on I've been writing my weight every day) So now I'm forced to eat more while in their presence and where clothing that makes me look fat(ter) By the way I'm home alone today so I've spent my day watching re-dubbed copies of movies (http://www.jasonandelliot.com) while my family ran off to save my adopted cousin from the horror of seeing his mother so very suicidal.


Scratch what I said yesterday -My family is CRAZY.


Love, Writer Girl.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Yesterday

Subject - Yesterday,
Date - July, 14th,
Time - 10:41 pm,
Watching - Mommie Dearest ( again!)
Feeling - To much Red Bull!!!!!!!!
Weight - 135 (kill me!)

Oh my Ra! I had SO much fun yesterday C.H. (that's Mr.C.H. to you...now,lol) Had his birthday yesterday and it was crazy awesome, The ice cream cake (Curse you!) was eaten (Fork/spoon/hand free...of course- as is tradition, Birthday cake must be eaten face first with your hands behind your back) And worn by C.H. and my Aunt who had a royal cake fight much to my (and my camera phone's) delight.


I got bored and we started a bubble war ( C.H. and I that is) It was just like old time, I am so very glad he has his personality back and that he is just the C.H. I used to know who tormented me with the fact that he can vote, and that he plans on voting for someone stupid just to bug me, And that I can torment him with the manly Floral spin-y chair, Gold metallic rose covered throne (That died in the Cake fight, R.I.P.) and rainbow Candles/ purple cake writing.

Gotta love your family (at least when their being sane)

Ta Ta,


Love, Writer Girl.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Boring

Subject - Boring,
Date - July, 13th,
Time - 11:31 am,
Watching - Queen Bee,
Feeling - Showered and bubbly,
Weight - 132 (yay!)


Argh I am so tired! And soon I have to go make nice nice at my cousin's 18th. Blah do you know how much it pisses me that he can now vote, and he most likely wont? So unfair, I'm the politically aware one!


But perhaps I need to chill, maybe he will vote and vote well, Ha Ha like that shit will ever happen. I did how ever get him a very amusing B-Day card .

(On your birthday make sure to act your age -Lie down and let people shovel dirt on you!)


Must go do my horrid hair now.

Ciao!

Love, Writer Girl.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

'Night!

Subject - 'Night!,
Date - July,12th,
Time - 10:07 pm,
Watching - Breakfast at Tiffany's,
Feeling - Tired and overly warm,
Weight - 133.


Howdy peeps


Argh...I'm so frikken tired right now, you don't even want to begin to know how boring today was. It started out with a complete bitch fest with my grandmother (Can you say kuh-frikken-razzzy) And then there was the ever so exiting trip to Independent not even Food Basics hellllloooo How do they expect my future husband to propose? So then I walked all the way over to Proxim (OK so it was more like running but you don't want to picture me doing that in a tank top) And I bought the *sarcasm* Oh so coveted Sour Skittles.


But no need to fear Alan 2.0 (For those in the know {i.e. P.L.} that does mean something) wasn't there ,and then we went to the Dollar Store ,Oh come on I didn't even buy any cheap candy.


Gawd my lyfe iz lyke s0000000 lyke boring!!!!!!!1
(Omg I'm going to shoot myself, before the grammar police get me)



Much ado about nothing Bellas! Nighty night.


Love, Writer Girl.

Friday, July 11, 2008

'Morning

Subject - Morning,
Date - July,11th,
Time - 10:23,
Watching - N/A,
Feeling - Happy,
Weight - 135 (Ahhh!!!)


Hello all, I am ever so frikken bored this morning!

Have I mentioned that I'm thinking about pursuing Acting/Singing? Well I am, I'll be taking Drama lessons in September and have been secretly working on my more Musical talents. Helllloooo Why else would I want to Learn to play the guitar?

P.S. I'm thinking about trying to convince my parents to let me Take Voice/Guitar In the Fall as well.

Love, Writer Girl

Thursday, July 10, 2008

So Sorry

Subject - So Sorry,
Date - July,10th,
Time - 9:58 am,
Watching - Casablanca,
Feeling - Tired,
Weight - 132.




So Sorry Dah-links ,I didn't abandon you PL stayed longer then expected and I spent all of yesterday recovering and just generally basking in the lap of frikken luxury.19 Pages of PerezHilton to read!!



Lets re-cap my weekend with PL-Shall we?




Saturday-



Ok so she ent up calling before I expected to it was a bit of a mad dash to get to Timmies, But I'm proud to say We made it there first and Mummy bought me and Iced Capp, After the usual chit chat with P and her 'Rent's I convinced Mummy to let us wander around K-Town. (Note-to-all, When deciding to run from the Independent Parking lot to Food Basics, Avoid Wearing your brand new Old Navy Espadrilles!) We had to go to *Shudder* Giant Tiger, to buy Cheap ass Flip flops. We went home shortly after that and spent the eve. Watching the Breakfast club and Spooning (Long story, Not how it sounds) and sneaking over to go onto my Neighbors Trampoline.




Sunday -



We Biked the 7km into K-Town and totally crashed at McDonald's (Chill, we split a Biggie Fry, not evenly I must add I'm not a Potato Person) and from their we Visited the grocery stores and any other places we knew their would be guys. Spent way to much on Monster Assault (She loved it, I thought it was shit, Strawberry Hairspray) and Went to the Skate Park, Ooh La La tasty Shirt-less Skater boi's, We'll all note that I totally got Checked out by One of the Shirt-less Guys, and was waved at by the other! We ate supper in the Field by the SP ( We split a piece of Mr. Mozzarella). All and all we were in K-Town from 2pm till 7pm. And subsequently watched Love Wrecked and spent the night giggling.



Monday -



We'll all note this was the day she was supposed to go how, but by some twist of fate...not so much. So at a little past noon, we donned our low-cut tank tops and bikes and peddled our way back into K-Town, This time when we crashed at McDonald's We got Happy Meals, We split a Grilled cheese and Nuggets. Straight for the Skate Park, disappointingly there were no hot guys until later. And then it was only this one (Really) Sexi Blond dude, and Chad (Who wasn't attractive at all, but came over and started hitting on me and telling us his entire life story) We came home early because we both ran out of money, and Crashed in the ten early to Watch The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and its a BoyGirl thing, We also became "bloodless blood sisters" and worked on the secret handshake.

Tuesday-

Work up quite Early and ate. rather quickly after we drove her home and I spent the day at the Salon, while she did...not really sure what she did.


Well Not much other then that today.

Love,Writer Girl

Friday, July 4, 2008

Double entry

Subject - A Double Entry.
Date - July 4th
Time - 9:58pm
Watching - Mildred Pierce.
Feeling - Tired and exited.
Weight - 134 (I checked, in case your wondering that's one pound underweight for someone my Height)

Sorry for not writing yesterday, I spent the day in the city and it was Midnight before I remembered, And I was assured that I should not get up and update.

I'm expecting company for the weekend, and was mega glad to hear that contrary to my neurotic assumptions that her mother wouldn't let her come, P.L. will in fact be in my home sometime around One tomorrow afternoon.So expect *maybe* a post tomorrow morning, but probably none on Sunday.

Never fear, I should be back and posting on Monday!

In other B.F.F. Visiting news I spent the day (Finally) finishing cleaning my room, Washing my clothes (including brand new Items bought just this afternoon) Drying them, and folding them into Anal-Retentive piles completely accessorised and organized by day.

That's all for now, Must go get some beauty sleep!

Love, Writer Girl

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Meh

Subject -Meh
Date -July 2nd
Time - 11:30am
Watching - The Women.
Feeling - Confused
Weight - 134 (Gah! but still better...)


I hate my mother!Argh she is such a bitch, She completely called me desperate and then she was like all sweet and hugging me. SHE'S EFFING CRAZY!

I need to go for a run today, or maybe Do some high impact Yoga. South Beach Fat flush!

Not much for today.

Love, Writer Girl

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Hello

Subject - Hello.
Date - July 1st.
Time - 1:50 pm
Watching - Mommie Dearest
Feeling - Tired and Cold
Weight - 136 (OhMyGod kill me now)


I spent the day on the computer and Reading, Got bitched at for spending to much time on the computer, so now I'm limited to 4 1/2 hours.

I went and spent an hour outside getting skin cancer, haven't gone for a run yet today, I fear for what that means on the scale tomorrow.

I came inside and have been freezing ever since, I wonder what that means? *Hoping for a stomach flu!*

My parents are watching an all day Holmes on Homes Canada day Marathon (losers)

Love, Writer Girl